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13 April 2022

Talking with friends about MS

Jenny shares her experience of disclosing and talking to her friends about MS.

Conversations about MS during my early years

I was a schoolchild when I was diagnosed with MS 30 years ago and, back then, I only told my closest friends. The last thing that I wanted to do was feel different to everyone else my age or for people to pity me. I was able to hide my relapses as I would take time off school when they happened, so that helped. In regards to the friends that I did tell, they just treated me normally – I guess because, outside of the relapses, I was acting normal. I had the lifestyle of a typical teenager – basically just studying and hanging out with my friends! Did I talk about my MS? Not really – in those early days, I didn’t have much to say. What teenager wants to hear about her friend’s occasional need for self-catheterisation? I certainly didn’t want to talk about it.

Rightly or wrongly, I forgot about my MS when it didn’t affect me; a lack of relapses and symptoms for 8 years meant that it wasn’t at the forefront of my mind for a long time.  Maybe the fact that I didn’t talk about it a lot made others forget that I had it too? 

How things changed for me triggering a need to have MS conversations

I couldn’t forget about it or hide from it forever though; my MS started turning Secondary Progressive when I was 33. Suddenly, I realised that I would have to be open about it, whether I was talking to an old acquaintance I’d known since school (who didn’t know I had MS) or a new ‘Mum friend’ that I’d made after having kids. I couldn’t disguise the fact that I was starting to drag my left leg or that I was completely fatigued and exhausted, despite the kids sleeping through the night.

I started using mobility aids, which of course meant that everybody, whether we were friends or not, would ask, “what have you done to yourself then?” Sometimes I would respond that I just had a dodgy leg and leave it at that but, more often, I was honest and just told them that I had MS. And you know what? It was freeing. I didn’t have to downplay my fatigue anymore or explain why my in-laws were picking the kids up from school, despite me being at home.

The thing is, by that point, I couldn’t forget that I had MS. The symptoms were too constant and they were having an effect on every aspect of my life – from parenting to work – on an everyday basis. MS was now a big part of me that I couldn’t hide from. In hindsight, I wish that I had started to be more open when my MS was still largely ‘invisible’, instead of struggling.

My MS conversations now and using PwMS as support

Do I talk about it a lot now with friends? Not a great deal. Not because my friends aren’t supportive, because they most definitely are. But I have also met an amazing online community of people with MS who ‘get it’. The time that I spend blogging helps me to get my thoughts and feelings out and I have ‘met’ individuals on Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter who are just like me – using diet, exercise, and mindfulness to stay as healthy as they can be with MS.

The older I get and the longer that I live with MS, the more I realise that most people are dealing with issues that others don’t know about. The majority of people have empathy and want to help others if they can; I know that I do. When it comes to chatting to friends about my MS or asking for support, I’ve found that the quote often attributed to Dr Seuss stands:

 “Those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”

Jenny Clarkson

Diagnosed 1994


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